wand of death
I heard from a friend the other day, that a once-mutual colleague (& all-round nice guy) has just been in-formed that he has prostate cancer.
His ‘treatment’ is coming soon to a hospital near him.
Here at toolonginthisplace, ’cancer’ is not & never has been, religiously honoured or …

… ’celebrated’.
Unlike way too much of the rest of the world.
“No, no”, you say to me, “they’re raising money for research”. You know … “To cure cancer”.
Really?
“Despite an all-out war on cancer over the past 20 years, people are developing malignancies at a higher rate than ever before” – The Cancer Conspiracy~Dr Toni Jeffreys quoting Science News from 1994
Tell me how far do you think you have to travel down the road of disease before you find health?
At which station along the chemo’d, hacked & amputated way do you think this health will be found?
Let’s suggest that cancer, like disease in general is not curable.
Let’s suggest it is the individual who heals, not the disease.
Let’s suggest that there are many who know this, but then of course cancer is such a … lucrative business.
Let’s suggest that cancer is first & foremost, a mind disease – one that requires concentrated attention to manifest.
This would certainly explain the intensive, invasive, non-stop advertising & promotion.
What I got to wondering today is, what if this mental-disease is magnified by the hands of magicians?
I can think of no other disease that calls for such intrusive/intimate body cavity probes as cancer. Understand that when doctors go caving/potting …
… inside the body, they are seeking buried treasure.
Buried malignant treasure.
Something is very wrong here …
You cannot seek health by looking for disease.
No matter how kindly your doctor may be, he or she, has been schooled in …
… disease & death, not in health.
No matter how illuminated …
… they may be, a doctor is on the scent of sickness.
My friend from Nigeria has often quoted his uncle who was a herbalist & healer,
“He who heals, can also kill“
We have been trained to view modern ‘doctors’ as healers – but I think this may be a dangerous notion.
In the interests of widening our view, just for today, let’s consider doctors from a different angle -
“doctor (n.) c.1300, “Church father,” from O.Fr. doctour, from M.L. doctor “religious teacher, adviser, scholar,” in classical L. “teacher,” agent noun from docere “to show, teach, cause to know,” originally “make to appear right.“
And just for today, let’s rename them magicians.
“magic (n.) late 14c., “art of influencing events and producing marvels,” from O.Fr. magique, from L. magice “sorcery, magic,” … from magos “one of the members of the learned and priestly class“
Because witch doctors look like …
… this,
we never think to equate them with …
this.
But how different are they?
Why would you visit either? Because they appear to know what you do not?
“Church father,” from O.Fr. doctour, from M.L. doctor “religious teacher, adviser“
“one of the members of the learned and priestly class“
Because they appear to have a power to effect a healing that you (apparently) do not?

“to … cause to know,” originally “make to appear right.“
Before doctors were elevated to the learned & priestly class, they were known as leeches:
“leech obsolete for “physician,” from O.E. læce, from O.Dan. læke, from P.Gmc. *lælijaz “healer, physician” … lit. “one who counsels“
Spot the difference?
“to … cause to know,” … “make to appear right.“
or
“one who counsels“
“counsel (n.) early 13c., from O.Fr. counseil (10c.) “advice, counsel; deliberation, thought”
One takes the upper hand, the other does not.
The original use of the word physician was also telling:
“physician early 13c. … from fisique “art of healing,” from L. physica “natural science“ (see physic).”
Yes let’s see physic:
“physic c.1300 … from L. physica “study of nature,” from Gk. physike episteme “knowledge of nature,” … ”pertaining to nature,” … “to bring forth, produce, make to grow”.“
We forget way too easily that the body is all about healing -
… for that is the way of the natured world.
“Quite simply, the life-world is a rich, multidimensional experienced reality of which the scientific world is a part-representation, a reduction, or an abstraction”
We forget too that the body is a story-teller – translating emotion into narrative & animating it through the body:
“the language that we use about our illness arises from our bodies [which] speak the language of metaphor. The language we use is no accident and provides clues for our understanding of the life events associated with illness“
“Unfortunately medicine has come to be based almost entirely upon what science can see, resulting in a ‘dead-matter’ view of the person … it is not legitimate for medicine to fail to see meanings” Meaning-full Disease ~Brian Broom
We return to today’s play-theory – that it may be healthier for us to view doctors as magicians.
This begs some questions.
“How often should we allow our bodies to be penetrated by wizards seeking to find disease within us, especially during a time we have handed over your mental immunity to them?”
And where might the potency of the doctor-magician be concentrated?

In their hands?
I got to wondering about the power in their ‘probing’ fingers. In particular, could the index finger be regarded as a magic wand/weapon?
“each finger is assigned a specific element: the index finger with
… fire“
“digit late 14c., “numeral below 10,” from L. digitus “finger or toe … related to dicere “tell, say …
… point out.“
“The ritual requires that you use a magical implement or “weapon”, such as a ceremonial knife, wand, or simply point your index finger“
“As a gesture of wrath or threat the index finger is raised from the clenched or loosely held fist like a hook, or a pointing finger. Many wrathful deities perform this gesture …
… Its threatening power is perhaps most vividly expressed in the iconography of Black Hayagriva. This deity is described as wielding a blazing iron hook in his left hand, with a black iron scorpion poised to sting upon the tip of his raised index finger“
Could the vast increase in prostate cancer be at least partly explained, by the seeking-expectation of a …
… magic wand,
upon & within the acquiescing body of the patient?
A patient is one who assumes a position of weakness & leaves themselves wide open:
“patient (adj.) early 14c., “bearing or enduring without complaint”.
patient (n.) ”suffering or sick person,” late 14c., patience … (see patience).
Patience early 13c., “quality of being patient in suffering,” … ” from PIE base *pei- “to damage, injure, hurt“.“
There is certainly something powerful about ‘pointing wands‘.

“In ecclesiastical and formal government ceremonial, special officials may carry a wand of office or staff of office representing their power.“
The first magical wand …
… featured in the Odyssey: that of Circe, who used it to transform Odysseus’s men into animals. Italian fairy tales put them into the hands of the powerful fairies by the late Middle Ages …

… In the ballads such as Allison Gross and The Laily Worm and the Machrel of the Sea, the villainesses use silver wands to transform their victims …
… In The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, the White Witch’s most feared tool is her wand, whose magic is capable of turning people into stone …
Magic wands commonly feature in works of fantasy fiction as spell-casting tools” (wiki)
In the decking of tarot, wands are big enough to wear their own suit:
“The Suit of Wands can be thought of as the first suit of the Tarot’s Minor Arcana … As the first suit, Wands represent the idea stage, or “seeds” of a concept … ideas, intention, and growth”
“In The Book of Thoth, the suit of wands is associated with the action of the Will and the element of fire”
“… related to fire, the South Wind or a southerly direction, the color red, the four worlds of the Kaballah (Divine, Creative, Formative and Manifest)”
“… to do with primal energy … original thought and the seeds through which life springs forth.”
“The more esoteric Tarot decks reveal that Wands symbolize the lifeforce”
Do understand, this article is not a denunciation of doctors. If I’m very ill I will go & see one. I have known some nice ones & I’ve known some who were repellent.
What is interesting us here today is the fantastic power they wield -
… how they can sentence a person to die without them ever even standing trial.
Doctors are very like priests – we put our faith in them.
As priests are the front men of religion, so doctor’s are now the front men & women of the pharmaceutical companies -
… they have gone & become the go-between.
This places a serious responsibility upon doctors to check out the drugs they are prescribing. The trust we put in doctors combined with their priest-like status makes them …
… both pure gold & vital operatives for the pharmaceutical companies. Without doctors approval, pharma companies are fucked – get a doctor to administer a drug & it becomes legitimate medical tender:
“If chemo. is spilt on the floor in the hospital ward, it becomes a Red Alert emergency. Staff must don a special suit, gloves, goggles and mask to clean it up. And they put this ‘stuff’ into people’s bodies. Whatever happened to ‘First Do No harm?“
from The Cancer Conspiracy~Dr Toni Jeffreys
The Hippocratic oath once included this life-extending line,
“I will not give a lethal drug to anyone if I am asked, nor will I advise such a plan“
Perhaps the rise of the drug companies necessitated it’s removal?
“Unless we put medical freedom into the Constitution, the time will come when medicine will organise into an undercover dictatorship” Dr Benjamin Rush, one of the framers of the American Constitution (from The Cancer Conspiracy)
The following joke email may not be too far off the mark:
“A) The number of physicians in the U.S. is 700,000
(B) Accidental deaths caused by Physicians per year are 120,000
(C) Accidental deaths per physician is 0.171Statistics courtesy of U.S. Dept of Health and Human Services.
(A) The number of gun owners in the U.S. is 80,000,000
(B) The number of accidental gun deaths per year, all age groups, is 1,500
(C) The number of accidental deaths per gun owner is .000188Statistics courtesy of FBI.
Conclusion:
Statistically, doctors are approximately 9,000 times more dangerous than gun owners.So remember: ‘Guns don’t kill people, doctors do.’
A few years back I had a serious reaction to a drug, resulting in breathing difficulties & a rash over my entire body. If memory serves me correctly I had to pay to see the doctor so she could tell me that I was having a reaction to the drug. I was asked to fill out a form which would be sent to the drug company.
I never heard another thing.
“Throughout the primitive world, the doctor and the sorcerer tended to be the same person“
Why do we think that has changed?
Can a doctor create disease, albeit unintentionally?
Let’s check out some magic tricks.
Introducing an illusion …

“Production: The magician produces something from nothing—a rabbit from an empty hat, a fan of cards from thin air, a shower of coins from an empty bucket, a dove from a pan, or the magician him or herself, appearing in a puff of smoke on an empty stage—all of these effects are productions“
How deeply are their effects felt?
“Penetration: The magician makes a solid object pass through another—a set of steel rings link and unlink, a candle penetrates an arm, swords pass through an assistant in a basket … Sometimes referred to as “solid-through-solid”.“
How potent are their powers of science-backed prophesy?
“Prediction: The magician predicts the choice of a spectator, or the outcome of an event under seemingly impossible circumstances—a newspaper headline is predicted, the total amount of loose change in the spectator’s pocket, a picture drawn on a slate“
How much power do they possess? How much do we give them?
“Mentalism creates the impression in the minds of the audience that the performer possesses special powers to read thoughts, predict events, control other minds, and similar feats“
The Magician-Doctor’s Oath:
“As a magician (doctor) I promise never to reveal the secret of any illusion to a non-magician (patient), unless that one swears to uphold the Magician’s Oath (pharmaceutical companies) in turn. I promise never to perform any illusion for any non-magician (patient) without first practicing the effect until I can perform it well enough to maintain the illusion of magic.“
I passed by my rarely visited doctor’s surgery the other day & something strange happened – I felt an almost physical slap when I noticed the word “DOCTOR” – it was like I’d never seen it before -
… I think, though I’m not sure, that by contemplating the ideas stirred up in this article, I got a glimpse into the immense power that word has been made to have.
Is that healthy I wonder?
“The only freedom … is that of pursuing our own good in our own way … Each is the proper guardian of his own health, whether bodily, or mental and spiritual.” John Stuart Mill
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“Desire, like the atom,
… is explosive with creative force“
“Oh thank christ for that”
you say,
after her last rampaging article
she’s finally seen the light
& …
unquestioning sex
is back on the menu.
Errr sorry . . . No.
Not on the menu in this place, at this time.
Please understand that the drugging of the west was not an attack on the human experience of sex – why would I do that when it’s been under attack for eons?
“Christianity has enriched the erotic meal with the appetizer of curiosity and spoiled it with the dessert of remorse“
I was simply wondering why we bought into the idea that we could achieve dimension-shaking sexual experiences via science, media driven obsession, detours into increasing deviancy & relentless discussion & dissection.
As shocking & painful as it may be for us in the West to contemplate,
sex is merely
one,
among many,
many,
many
universes
we need to inhabit.
Our cosmos shrank when …
we got wedded,
bedded,
&
imbedded
into one
small
three-lettered
wor(l)d.
Tell me, do you really still think it’s possible to find, what you were trained to seek in the arms, (or various body parts), of a lover?
Yet how is that possible, when you & I have been so well directed …
… to eternally miss the target.
How (& where) on earth can the two sexes ever meet
when their tusky mind-sets are so …
chasmic?
“The man’s desire is for the woman;
but the woman’s desire is rarely other than for the desire of the man“
“Only a man can be a woman the way a man wants a woman to be“
“the strongest sexual attraction may exist between persons so incompatible in tastes and capacities that they could not endure living together for a week much less a lifetime.” ~George Bernard Shaw
Due to this prefabricated incompatibility of the sexes, I think it best now to turn our attention towards more virtuous thoughts - I’m talking of course about the …
seven deadly sins
wrath
greed
sloth
pride
lust
envy
gluttony
“Oh thank christ for that” you say, after the last rampaging article she’s finally seen the light & LUST is back on the menu …
Patience, patience …

… let’s just watch a while & see what we can see.
Part of the reason we’re going to engage with these sins, is in order to ask why it was so necessary to terrify us away from them:
“Those who had succumbed to lust were smothered in fire and brimstone; gluttons choked down rats, toads, and snakes; …
… the greedy were boiled in the finest oil. The slothful were pitched …
… into snake pits, while dismemberment awaited the wrathful. The envious faced submersion in freezing water, and the prideful …
… were broken on the wheel.“
Why was it necessary to attach so much fear to these normal human ‘frailties’?
?
?
?
Unless of course they’re not frailties after all.
Is it possible that …
… they are strengths?
Let us ponder …
1. GREED
“greedy O.E. grædig (West Saxon), gredig (Anglian) “voracious”.”
I want to start with greed because that’s where I started. I’m beginning to think that if we don’t restore our natural greed, we will not be able to build enough momentum …
… to reclaim our lost worlds.
I tell you I really, really struggled to get to the point where I could use the words “I” & “greed” in the same sentence, I would rather have been boiled in (the finest) oil – but once I got past the (apparent) shame, the going got a lot easier.
You see, I am greedy – greedy for life & experiences & then more life & more experiences & then more …
For the duration of this article (& beyond) I equate greed with the willingness to constantly receive into our lives …
… to hold & cherish, ALL that our hearts, minds & bodies have desired or called for(th).
A human being desires endlessly – it is our nature – I am finding that a good thing, a very good thing. Only a corpse has no hunger.
Look to nature if you fear greed.

How much space will an oak tree greedily claim?
And how much life does that greed feed?
How many fruit-children will one apple tree greedily produce?
And how much life does that feed?
2. WRATH
“wrath O.E. wræððu “anger,” from wrað “angry”.“
Introducing my new friend.
On top of the non-stop challenges so generously presented to me this year, came last week’s surprise visit by my landlord – declaring that the outside of the house needed ‘repairing’.
Really!! After 11 years you spotted that?
Under the guise of repair work, it turned out he was actually getting it ready to sell.
Enter wrath on day 3 of the tumultuous land-baron invasion. I’m not a violent or combative personality, but by god I was focused in fury last Friday. The upshot was one landlord asking for 5 minutes grace to give him time to get off the property.
I have rarely experienced such wonderful clarity of force - it was both scary & electric. I demanded my ‘space’ back & proper notice in writing – both of which I got.
Some time ago I attended an Aikdio seminar by a visiting Japanese sensei – what really impressed me was the powerfully decisive way this man stepped into an attack when necessary – the first principle of Aikido is avoidance, which is then followed by control & neutralization – but sometimes you have to step in.
I think that’s what wrath is about – a powerful emotion telling us that it’s time to step in & take back control.
“Be still when you have nothing to say; when genuine passion moves you, say what you’ve got to say, and say it hot.”

Nature’s mothers understand wrath …
GLUTTONY
“glutton - early 13c., from O.Fr. gluton … “overeater,” formed from gluttire “to swallow,” from gula “throat”.”
Oops now I’ve backed myself into a corner
“gluttony = overeating” & we’ve been so very well-trained to despise …
… those lacking in such ‘self-control‘.
The rules are clear:
“We ‘CAN NOT’ have too much of a good thing”
Actually the rules aren’t that clear are they? For they say two opposing things.
Nevertheless we all know that too much of a good thing (gluttony) is a bad thing – right?
Well guess what, this article is the work of gluttony. When I write, I am a glutton – I am ravenous for time & space & ideas. Self-control has no home with me at such times.
A wondrous understanding of voracity came to me last week.
My 10 year old nephew ambushed me with a big hug, then the little bastard wouldn’t let go until I promised to come & watch his basket ball game. He knows I am a wicked auntie who does not like standing on sidelines watching sport. I gave in only under protest.
My god what a game it was – real sport, not for money, not for fame, but simply for the pleasure of the game.
And the game … well it centred on gluttony -
… for at no point did either team engage in self-control by claiming they had scored ‘enough’ goals.
All sport is based on gluttony …
… & sports are some of the most revered activities on this planet.
ENVY
“envy (n.) late 13c., from O.Fr. envie “envy, jealousy, rivalry“.”
jealous early 13c … from Gk. zelos, sometimes “jealousy,” but more often in a good sense (“emulation, rivalry, zeal“)“
“a feeling of grudging or admiring discontent aroused by the possessions, achievements, or qualities of another … the desire to have for oneself something possessed by another“
It’s amazing how long wise words will linger. Long, long ago I read some – the author suggesting that envy was a good thing, for it showed us what we want. That was the one & only time I have heard envy praised.
A few hours ago I went for a walk – an envy walk – I thought I’d better try out envy before I attempted to extol its virtues. I eyed up cars & houses & was getting the hang of it when I started to feel sick.
“Oh %*#!“, thought I, that wasn’t supposed to happen. ”How can I extol the virtues of this ‘sin’ when it’s making me feel nauseous?
But all was not lost.
When I looked closely I saw I was forcing myself into ‘prescribed‘ envy -
… desiring things I’ve been ‘told‘ to desire – a new car, a nice house (not the footballer – he’s supposed to be looking enviously at my ‘villa’). Anyway when I cut out that non-sense, envy taught me very well indeed. That’s its job – to highlight what we want.
I saw that I wanted freedom – yes I want to live in a nice home, but not one I’m tied to – I found that I have NO desire to put down roots anymore – I’m a human being, not a tree, I want to be grounded, but not rooted.
Envy helped me recognise that.
SLOTH
“sloth late 12c., “indolence, sluggishness,” … (see slow)”
“slow (adj.) O.E. slaw “inactive, sluggish” … Meaning “taking a long time” is attested from early 13c“
“The three-toed sloth lives a peaceful, vegetarian life in perfect harmony with its environment. “A good-natured smile is forever on its lips” The Life of Pi – Yann Martel
The West is greatly afeared of slowness.
Yet when something is made by & with hand & heart it often takes …
… a very great deal of time.
In the West that is of course, a sin.
For time is money.
The ‘Devil’, we are told, ‘finds work for idle hands’.
Why is it so dangerous for us to have idle hands & time?
Slow, delicious, lazy time?
A research associate in England (Teresa Belton) made a study of school children after finding their ability to write creatively was startlingly ‘uninspired‘:
“The tales tended to be very tedious and unimaginative,” Belton says, “as if the children were stuck with this very restricted way of thinking. Even when they were encouraged to think creatively, they didn’t really know how …
After monitoring the daily schedule of the children for several months, Belton came to the conclusion that their lack of imagination was, at least in part, caused by the absence of “empty time,” or periods without any activity or sensory stimulation.“
“While daydreaming has long been derided as a lazy, non-productive pastime, it is now commonly acknowledged that daydreaming can be constructive … There are numerous examples of people in creative or artistic careers, such as composers, novelists and filmmakers, developing new ideas through daydreaming. Similarly, research scientists, mathematicians and physicists have developed new ideas by daydreaming about their subject areas.“
“There is a term sometimes used at the Banzai Institute: The Three Bs, meaning the Bus, the Bath, and the Bed. That is where the greatest discoveries are made in science” – (from a movie).
Funny isn’t it, to think that without sloth we may become sluggish & impotent.
PRIDE
“pride O.E. pryto, from prud (see proud) … The verb in the reflexive sense “congratulate (oneself)” is recorded from late 13c.”
“proud late O.E. prud … “brave, valiant“.”
My friend from Nigeria has told me about the constant celebrations that were a part of his growing up – every month there was a celebration for one thing or another.
We, on the other hand celebrate ‘religiously’ twice a year, with a birthday thrown in for good behaviour.
“celebrate mid-15c., from L. celebratus “much-frequented; kept solemn; famous,” pp. of celebrare “assemble to honor.”
Why do we not assemble to honour what truly matters to us?

After every article I publish I take myself to a cafe to celebrate – I’m not very good at it & my mind often wanders away from the reason I’m there, but somehow I feel the effort is very important.
Celebration recognises & completes our actions.
What we seem to have done in this bizarre civilisation is to hand our celebrations over to celebrity -
… we exalt them instead of exalting our own lives & loves & creations.
How ridiculously silly is that?
LUST (at LAST)
“lust (n.) O.E. lust “desire, pleasure“
In M.E., “any source of pleasure or delight,” also “an appetite,” also “a liking for a person,” also “fertility” (of soil). Sense of “sinful sexual desire, degrading animal passion”… developed in late O.E. from the word’s use in Bible translations ...
… in other Germanic languages, the cognate words tend to still mean simply “pleasure.”
”lusty early 13c., from lust + -y … It largely has escaped the Christianization and denigration of its root word;
the original usage was “joyful, merry,” later …

“full of healthy vigor” (late 14c)“
Although I started with greed, I think the alpha/omega of the seven healing sins, is lust.
Fiery, energetic, passionate desire.
If you google image “desire” you will be herded back into the small three-lettered galaxy we started with. I’m attaching images to save you looking – I know there’s an appreciative audience out there.
But lust / desire is so much more than the chasmic world of sex.
Sex is included within lust, it is not the other way round – that’s not possible. For lust is both the desire for life & the desire within life.
“Desire is half of life; …
... indifference is half of death” Kahlil Gibran
“What do you want a meaning for? Life is a desire, not a meaning” Charlie Chaplin
“A desire scorned and neglected is an enemy lying in wait with bared dagger” Abraham Miller
“Human behavior flows from three main sources: desire, emotion, and knowledge” Plato
Quite a different perspective of the accepted view of “lust” appears when we stand further back & try using our own eyes.
”Vanity, revenge, loneliness, boredom, all apply: lust is one of the least of the reasons for promiscuity“
If we have lust for life, then ALL our worlds begin to …
…turn again, each working in harmony, each one building upon its neighbours. Then every world becomes passionate as it was always meant to be.
Well that’s what I think today.
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Or are they?
Talking with the Rebel
The duck & I will be joining Alex, the Celtic Rebel in his Secret Underground Bunker later today …
… for the second part of a show we started last week.
Among other things we will be looking deeper
into water
… & wondering.
The show starts Monday (15th August) 3pm for anyone in NZ
otherwise it’s 11pm Eastern Standard Time
The Rebel Path
on
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cheers
Additional:
Many thanks to Ewan from Aferrismoon for introducing me to the watery work & ideas of Viktor Schauberger - this video is quite remarkable














































































